be, did we dig deep enough; our lights would shine before men; we should be as the salt of the earth. How many, who have begun well, have had their garments defiled with the world, and are become like the salt that has lost its savour; they are as dead weights in our assemblies, so that the living are scarcely able to bear the dead. O, Friends, keep to the Truth, for it shall rise above the heads of gainsayers.'

"At another time, 'I could not be more at home anywhere, it revives me to see the children about me. I tell you, young people, the hardest thing I ever found in my passage was, when I was right to keep so. O, the desire I felt to get here! the love I feel for you is like the love of Jonathan and David, it extends over sea and land. It is like the precious ointment, so that some can say with one formerly, Neither heights nor depths, principalities nor powers, things present or to come, shall ever separate us from it.

"The least star casteth a lustre, as the glorious luminaries in the outward creation; so that we may say, Great and marvellous are thy works, Lord, God Almighty, just and true are all thy ways, thou King of saints.'

"Again; Commune with thine own heart, and be still; this is doing business :-O, how precious Truth is! it may employ us on the highway, and in our outward engagementsdear friends, let us prize it.'

"To the physician; The outward man grows weaker, yet inward support waxeth stronger and stronger.'

"The same day he said, 'It is a great favour to have a brook by the way-O, I see my way over all! it is like a foretaste of what is to come: blessed are the dead who die in the Lord; when he breaks in upon us, it is like balm-there is balm in Gilead-there are many not willing to go to the house of mourn ing, but there is occasion for it; it being high time to repair the breaches.

"I have thought for many weeks past, the curtain was nearly drawn; there seemed but few sands left in the glass; and yet I sometimes feel such a travail for Zion's prosperity, and the enlargement of her borders, that I am ready to think the day's work is not yet done; and at other times I feel so feeble and weak, that all seems nearly over: the event I cannot tell, but am favoured to be resigned.'

selling their birth-right. Be not ashamed of the cross, dear friends, deny Him not before men.'

Again; Beware of lawful things; these lawful things are the strongest baits satan ever laid for our Society. O, these lawful things, they have hurt many. What a testimony would it be, if Friends were to shut up their shops on week-days, to go to meeting; which ought to be the main concern; though many consider worldly things as such. When we have done all we can, we are but as unprofitable servants; we can add nothing to Him, who is the fountain of goodness! O, that ocean of ancient goodness, I seem at times, as if I was swallowed up in it-I have cause to be thankful that I am favoured with a resigned mind, and have no will, either to live or to die-O Father, receive me into thy bosom.'

"At another time; O, my heart is knit to you, my friends, and to the seed which is in bondage in many hearts; and though you may have to go with it into the wilderness, yet be not discouraged.'

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Feeling himself easier and his mind favoured, he said, 'O, when He puts in his hand as at the hole of the door, how does it smell of sweet myrrh-I hope I am not insensible from whence my help comes. He sometimes hides himself as behind the curtain; yet we must not awake or disturb our beloved, until he please.'

"To a Friend; Keep to thy gift, and look to the Giver, and have no confidence in the flesh.' On the general state of mankind, he said thus; O how has my mind been oppressed in observing that profaneness which abounds amongst the people, many of whom draw iniquity as with cords of vanity, and sin as with a cart rope. Yet I have this satisfaction, that I have not failed to reprove many of those I have seen in this state, and have often advised inn-keepers and others, to discourage all kinds of wickedness in their houses: my advice hath been generally received without gainsaying, and I have comfort in the discharge of this duty.' Sympathizing with faithful Friends, he remarked, Where there are a few faithful labourers, the work falls heavy upon them; we cannot expect to rise high when the seed lies low.'

Again; 'It is a trying time, and yet I believe I have a well grounded hope of having done my duty. I feel no condemnation. 0, dear friends, what a favour indeed, that we have

an unction from above! keep to the truth and its testimonies.'

"At another time; 'It will not do for any to rest contented with having known the Lord in days past, and years that are over and gone; we must follow on to know him; a supply of daily food is requisite; and if there is not a hunger and thirst after righteousness, we may be sure the mind is distempered; but O, how have I been pained to see and feel many of the professors of the truth going after the world and its spirit; who instead of being way-marks, are as stumbling-blocks to honest inquirers-the state of these is lamentable. I have been comforted in the prospect of a rising generation, if they are not hurt by those who ought to be helpers, loving the present world.

"I have in my time met with many cross winds and boisterous waves, but have been preserved in a care to keep near to the point that guides to the harbour of rest. For these fifty years I have been endeavouring to fight the good fight of faith. O, dearest Father, not my will, but thine be done-O, when will the curtain be drawn? that this mortal may put on immortality and eternal life, which will, I do believe, be my happy portion.' To some Friends about to take leave of him, let your lights shine wherever you are-I have not much to say, but there is a great deal comprised in this."

"To some young people; You are in health; prize it, and make a good use of time; for to the most diligent, such a time as this will prove very trying.'

"He would often, in thankful commemoration of the goodness of God to him, break forth in these words: What shall I render unto thee, O Lord, for all thy benefits!'

"A few days before his decease, on a Friend returning from meeting, he said he had been favoured with such a calm, that he hoped he should have passed away. And a day or two before he died, he broke forth in these words: O joy! joy! joy!' Again; O death where is thy sting? O grave! where is thy victory? the sting of death is sin. I see no cloud in my way, I die in peace with all men.'

John Pemberton thus proceeds:

"28th; Attended the monthly meeting at Thirsk, which was pretty large, and there I mentioned to Friends my thoughts of a meeting with the inhabitants of Buroughbridge; and my dear friend Robert Proud offering to accompany me, we returned in the evening to his house at Carleton-miniot.

"Fourth-day, went to Buroughbridge and Boswell Middleton, and having procured the

town-hall, we had a large meeting, and upon the whole tolerably favoured. Sixth-day, to Burrowby, thence to North Allerton, and on seventh-day, to Osmotherly, and had a meeting in Friends' meeting house. My dear friend Robert Proud was favoured, but to me it was a poor low time. This hath been my state for some time past, being much proved in mind. Here I parted with Robert Proud, and with Isaac Taylor proceeded to Bilsdale, over a hilly road, the weather cold, and considerable snow on the ground.

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First-day, third month 5th, went to Bilsdale meeting under great lowness and discouragement. The meeting was full, many not in profession with us attending. The people were directed not to place their dependence on man, but upon the teachings of God's spirit. Third-day, attended the monthly meeting at Scarborough. The meeting for worship was low, yet some instruction opened, in the complaint uttered respecting Ephraim and Judah, that their goodness was like unto the morning cloud and early dew, which soon passeth away; and those not in profession with us were exhorted to put their trust in God, and not in man.

"Fourth month 2nd, at Ayton. I have been diligently engaged in Yorkshire, having had many large meetings, and also visited about seventy families at Scarborough and Whitby. It is wonderful that so much openness should be in many places, where there are few right examples. At the last mentioned place there is a very sorrowful departure. Almost throughout this land there appears a willingness to hear the testimony of truth declared; and I hope a gathering day will come; though a day of trial may first take place, to shake the earthly hearts of the people, and discover the rottenness of others. Many lamentable things happen among us-sorrowful failures, by grasping after the world, and not being limited by the pure truth. One lately, which makes and will make as great a noise as any that of later time has happened amongst us. I was uneasy when at the Friend's house, and took divers opportunities to speak to him, but did not expect things were as they now appear.

"I evidently see that in the path I tread, great watchfulness is needful, among a people accustomed to be fed with words. I endeav our to keep in the simplicity, and am mostly clothed with deep poverty,-a poor creature, and often ready to be dismayed."

During the remainder of this month he was diligently occupied in various parts of the counties of Durham and Northumberland, being deeply proved in mind under an apprehension of not being clear of Scotland. ́ ́He

"I have entered the Orkneys, and have been much employed since, in passing from from isle to isle. Since the last of the fifth month, I have been exposed to many provings inwardly and outwardly; but have been hitherto mercifully supported, and have experienced much kindness, particularly in the Orkney Islands. I have visited eleven called the Northern islands, and an island called Stroma, in Pentland Firth; also two others which I was at last year. It is very evident that visit left profitable impressions, and made the way much more easy for us now. The meetings have been generally very large and quiet, and most of them favoured seasons, in which the minds of many were much tendered; often from two to five hundred were present. On those eleven islands we had twenty-six meetings. It was mostly rough weather, through the seventh month, and we were detained on Westra about a week. How soon I may be released I know not, but desire to be favoured to see clearly the right season to depart. It is a great favour, under religious concerns, to see the time for moving from home, and to attend to it; and I believe it is equally important to determine the right time for leaving the countries visited. There may be danger through fear to overstay, as well as through fear to return too soon. May the Lord guide by his counsel, and direct my steps aright. To dwell in a state of deep humility and watchfulness, as well as faithfulness, is abundantly needful. I dwell under the daily cross, and little but conflict and provings are allotted me; yet the Lord has condescended to furnish for his own work beyond expectation. "On first-day evening, the 13th instant, we had a large meeting at Kirkwall, held in their cathedral. My kind landlord, William Lindsay, thinks there were more than fifteen hundred present. Many say they have seldom seen it so crowded. They are generally a moral sober people. Though I have passed over many waters, I have rarely heard an oath or ill expression from any. The books spread, I believe have been useful, and have removed prejudices. The winters being long and the days short, many read much; the writings of Mosheim and others respecting Friends, had hurt some; but what they have seen since has set many to rights.

"On third-day, the 15th, I was most easy, though in a low state of mind from various causes, to appoint a meeting at Orphir; we went, and many assembled in the kirk, so called; but the meeting was mostly dull. After this meeting Thomas Cash concluded to go to some of the other islands which I had visited last year, so we parted for a season, Joseph Taylor and myself returning to Caldwell.

“Ninth month 30th; Set out for Græmeshall, where I was kindly received by P. Græme, and as it was very stormy during this and the next day, we continued at Græmeshall. The wind was so high, accompanied at times with rain, that much corn was damaged, being cut off at the ears by the violence of the wind. Being desirous of proceeding for England, on se cond-day, a sloop being just ready to sail for Stronsay, with a fair wind, we were prevailed upon to embark in her, and sailed several hours; but the wind proving high and contrary, we were obliged to return to Holm sound, having been on board from half past eight, A. M., to near ten o'clock at night. Next morning we hired horses for Kirkwall, and there took boat for Shapinshay, and were received kindly by Alexander Pitcairn.

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Fifth-day, had a meeting at Lapniss, held in a barn, or store-house, and though the morning was rainy, it was large; but the life and comfortable spring of religion were much wanting. Spent the evening with some satisfaction in opening the order of our discipline.

"Third-day, the 12th; The wind was high and the water rough-a boat arrived at Burwick from Caithness; but the skipper expressing doubts of his being able to get over, we declined embarking, and staid at the ferry all night. A Methodist minister came over in this boat, the first of these people that has visited Orkney.

"Fourth-day, the wind still boisterous; continuing so the two following days, for the most part, so that we could not cross the Firth. On seventh-day, the morning proved more favourable, and a boat coming from Caithness, we embraced the opportunity of returning with her, and were about two hours and a half on our passage. We soon after took horse and reached the widow Sinclair's, at Brabster Dorner, in the evening.